Things i hate here (now in visuals)

Stick men..the only thing my creativity allows me to draw. :'(

To nicole

A Happy birthday to Nicole chee..
like i once promised..i'll come visit you in miri before you're done with your studies..lol..take care and hope u had a blast..

Out of town

out of town starting tomorrow..back on friday.
now get lost..

Paper planes by M.I.A

[x2]
I fly like paper, get high like planes
If you catch me at the border I got visas in my name
If you come around here, I make 'em all day
I get one down in a second if you wait

[x2]
Sometimes I think sitting on trains
Every stop I get to I'm clocking that game
Everyone's a winner, we're making our fame
Bonafide hustler making my name

[x4]
All I wanna do is (BANG BANG BANG BANG!)
And (KKKAAAA CHING!)
And take your money

[x2]
Pirate skulls and bones
Sticks and stones and weed and bongs
Running when we hit 'em
Lethal poison through their system

[x2]
No one on the corner has swagger like us
Hit me on my Burner prepaid wireless
We pack and deliver like UPS trucks
Already going hell just pumping that gas

[x4]
All I wanna do is (BANG BANG BANG BANG!)
And (KKKAAAA CHING!)
And take your money

M.I.A.
Third world democracy
Yeah, I got more records than the K.G.B.
So, uh, no funny business

Some some some I some I murder
Some I some I let go
Some some some I some I murder
Some I some I let go

Mama by Basta

FIRST VERSE:
Forgive me Mom,
For growing up too quickly, For bringing pain so early.
Forgive me Mom, I was alot to blame on.
Forgive me that I did not become like my older brother.
My life Mom
Is like a black and white movie
It always seems everythings not bad
but you always have one "but".
It's hard to understand:
Why is everything like this?
Specifically like this and not differently?
What does this mean?
Bring blesses to me Mom.
The Road calls for me,
And you hide your tears
I won't be back for a long time.
I know you know it Mom, I know you believe Mom.
You kept to believe in me, and thats not little.
When my luck made me fall of my legs,
Through the pain I heard a little voice:
"Get up Son". I dedicate this song to every mother,
That gives their love to us.

CHORUS:
Tell me Mom, how much is my life worth?
My life is this drama, my soul is drawn to weep.
Tell me Mom, how much is my life worth?
My life is this drama, my soul is drawn to weep.

SECOND VERSE:
In the hardest minutes of my life
When death came very close
Stars like sparks fell from the sky
And thoughts of you, Mom, like a ray of light
In search of an answer, in search of a way
I gather my strengh and continue walking
Forgive me for everything Mom,
I was wrong in much
But it's all in the past, You cannot bring time back.
I'd like to get off my knees, To raise myself a little
But something prevents me from leaving the earth.
Praying - Give me strengh, God,
To understand: What's disturbing me? Who will help me?
It maybe, God, that my faith is weak
But wherever I am, I remember these words:
Sorry for saying them so rarely: Mom - I love you.

CHORUS (x3):
Tell me Mom, how much is my life worth?
My life is this drama, my soul is drawn to weep.
Tell me Mom, how much is my life worth?
My life is this drama, my soul is drawn to weep.

This song was in the soundtrack of the game Grand theft Auto 4 which i played on the xbox and loved..both..the song and the game..so yeah.explains why it's here..

Get me outa here

so yeah...I'm back..My crying and wailings didn't do any good apparently..cold hearted folks i have..So anyway,back to the old grind once again..confronting the same old thing,that didn't change a bit from where i left off..the same people peeing on the same wall,the same auto dude's trying to rip off the same people.the same jackasses in the hostel singing the same out of tune croaking they always do..etc etc..:(..it's horrible..i hate the hostel..india's not that bad with friends..Im gona move out eventually,in a couple of months...Thank god for the little things in life..these hostel habitants have lost the ability to communicate in a normal tone of voice sadly..The tend to yell their sentences out of their throats..:'(...

so anyway,same ol same ol,i left KL at 6 in the morning to Trivandrum,the capital of Kerala i think..blah who cares about Indian geography anyway,Indians themselves don't give 2 hoots bout it..but yeah..surprisingly I've never set foot in kerala thought my my heritage spreads far and wide in the state.grandparents were from there.good old father spent his holidays there.etc etc..People there are kinda nice though..in the immigration and all..I didn't fill out a section in my disembarkation form and passed it up,the dude instead of yelling how foreigners are dumb as posts,and goin on a rant that could last for hours,said rather politely that i had to fill out the particular section,and even offered me his pen "you want the pen sir?"..me "yes id like THE pen,thank you very much"...Lol..but yah..alot of coconut trees there..

Anyhoo,that's about it..im in Bangalore now..waiting rather woefully for help to come get me..send in the cavalry please!!...:(..till then,I'll try to drown my sorrows with a bottle of rat poison..bye..heard that crap helps..:(.

p/s:try to picture an indian singing Oh carol..priceless..

Hehe manda..thanks though..it's been changed.manatau la kan budak2 terikut2..hehe..

Funny

Life is freaking UNFAIRRRRRR..!!!..WHy make me go back so fast!!!!...ONE and a half months iS NOT ENough!..oh wait..maybe life is fair..and im just being a greedy-ass sissy..Crapppppppp!!..:(
I don't wanna go back..Free ticket to india,one way..who wants it?.just step forward ladies and gentlemen..ah crapkalesh..:(

Dik - Wali band

Dik, aku pinta kau akan s’lalu setia
Dik, aku mohon kau s’lalu menemani
Saat ku tengah terluka
Kala ku tengah gundah


Reff:
Ku akan menjagamu
Di bangun dan tidurmu
Di semua mimpi dan nyatamu
Ku akan menjagamu
Tuk hidup dan matiku
Tak ingin, tak ingin kau rapuh

Dik, jangan engkau pergi tinggalkan aku oh…
Dik, ingin aku cinta dan cinta s’lalu
Saat kau tengah terluka
Kala kau tengah gundah


Kau akan menjagaku
Di bangun dan tidurku
Di semua mimpi dan nyataku
Kau akan menjagaku
Tuk hidup dan matiku
Tak ingin, tak ingin kau rapuh

The beauty of life

When the world can be so beautiful,why do people still need to make it so ugly?..

The Kk-KL Express

well,as ya'll know i spent the last week in kk and Kl..i Thought instead of wasting my life here,I'd try to waste it somewhere else..1st stop was kk,it was nice..Azizi contributed the transportation..bless his heart..we met up with Ann and her friends,and had a blast..
i Visited UMS and i must say,the sprawling campus is a beauty..We went to 1Borneo and spent our time aimlessly walking around..I had to drive back to Kg.Air cuz Azizi was very close to collapsing and not regaining consciousness due to lack of sleep the previous night..we didn't really sleep the previous night..we thought Mcd's at 3.30 followed by Man united vs Man city was more appealing..so hence,me having to drive back the next day..anyway,that's that..i left the day after to KL...i Arrived there Somewhere in KL


in the afternoon on the 29th..sanjay picked me up from the airport..I met up with zahrin and he stayed over..the hotel was ok and all..But i have this suspicious notion,that each time the cleaners make the room up,they secretly add more Midvalley on a cloudy evening

creepy crawlies to irritated the hell outa us..that was pretty disgusting..but yeah,because sanjay went to penang,zahrin and i had to rely on public transportation to ferry us around..It wasn't bad at all..at like,11 in the night..the trains are usually empty Ktm Station(duh!)

so you dont have to worry about getting entangled with people and their bags jammed against your prostate..It was fun.when sanjay came back,we met up with old friends back from high school..which was fun..And oh ya,i also attended my aunts surprise bday party.And met up with all cousins and all..and also my adorable nephew and niece too..god i love them kids..lol.But yeah..that was that..we didn't really sleep US bored at 3 am

before 2.and got up before 11..sometimes,going on ends without breakfast..sorry stomach. Me praying for world peace....at 3am.


anyway,that was that..all good things had to come to and end,meaning i had to go back..so here i am..still reminiscing about kk and kl...till next time.