Dik - Wali band

Dik, aku pinta kau akan s’lalu setia
Dik, aku mohon kau s’lalu menemani
Saat ku tengah terluka
Kala ku tengah gundah


Reff:
Ku akan menjagamu
Di bangun dan tidurmu
Di semua mimpi dan nyatamu
Ku akan menjagamu
Tuk hidup dan matiku
Tak ingin, tak ingin kau rapuh

Dik, jangan engkau pergi tinggalkan aku oh…
Dik, ingin aku cinta dan cinta s’lalu
Saat kau tengah terluka
Kala kau tengah gundah


Kau akan menjagaku
Di bangun dan tidurku
Di semua mimpi dan nyataku
Kau akan menjagaku
Tuk hidup dan matiku
Tak ingin, tak ingin kau rapuh

The beauty of life

When the world can be so beautiful,why do people still need to make it so ugly?..

The Kk-KL Express

well,as ya'll know i spent the last week in kk and Kl..i Thought instead of wasting my life here,I'd try to waste it somewhere else..1st stop was kk,it was nice..Azizi contributed the transportation..bless his heart..we met up with Ann and her friends,and had a blast..
i Visited UMS and i must say,the sprawling campus is a beauty..We went to 1Borneo and spent our time aimlessly walking around..I had to drive back to Kg.Air cuz Azizi was very close to collapsing and not regaining consciousness due to lack of sleep the previous night..we didn't really sleep the previous night..we thought Mcd's at 3.30 followed by Man united vs Man city was more appealing..so hence,me having to drive back the next day..anyway,that's that..i left the day after to KL...i Arrived there Somewhere in KL


in the afternoon on the 29th..sanjay picked me up from the airport..I met up with zahrin and he stayed over..the hotel was ok and all..But i have this suspicious notion,that each time the cleaners make the room up,they secretly add more Midvalley on a cloudy evening

creepy crawlies to irritated the hell outa us..that was pretty disgusting..but yeah,because sanjay went to penang,zahrin and i had to rely on public transportation to ferry us around..It wasn't bad at all..at like,11 in the night..the trains are usually empty Ktm Station(duh!)

so you dont have to worry about getting entangled with people and their bags jammed against your prostate..It was fun.when sanjay came back,we met up with old friends back from high school..which was fun..And oh ya,i also attended my aunts surprise bday party.And met up with all cousins and all..and also my adorable nephew and niece too..god i love them kids..lol.But yeah..that was that..we didn't really sleep US bored at 3 am

before 2.and got up before 11..sometimes,going on ends without breakfast..sorry stomach. Me praying for world peace....at 3am.


anyway,that was that..all good things had to come to and end,meaning i had to go back..so here i am..still reminiscing about kk and kl...till next time.

coast to coast

Well I'm officially bored out of my skull here at home..so I'm seeking greener pastures..hence,I'm leaving to kk tomorrow.the 27th..and then leave to kl on the 29th..stay there for a couple of days and see what i can achieve there..And then head back home..And i do feel this joyous feeling of being home is about to come to a premature end( for me at least) because i can just smell it in the air,that smell of having to go back to India..it lingers,thick and heavy..like a musty room..the air pungent with the stench of damp and decay..yes dramatic much,but that is what i feel..*sob*..
god i so don't wanna go back..holidays were supposed to be a month..and it's only 3 weeks...i feel cheated..cheated by the unscrupulous mongrels,lies hanging heavy on their tongues..saliva saturated with untrue words..that is the administration that runs my college..those thieving fools..they all will burn in the deepest darkest bowels of hell..to be eaten alive by the dark worms themselves..their flesh consumed clean from their bones.their soul killed and killed again..sucked out by the dark templers of Lucifer himself..their mangled remains stomped on by the deathly bulls of hell,to be gored and tossed around like worthless scums that they are and will ever amount too..mauahahhahahahahah!..and i shall laugh,the feeling of disdain and bitterness all evaporated in that split second..replaced by immense joy..muahahahahahahhahaha..*cough cough*..uuuuuuhh i mean..yeah..i hate going back..moving on..lol

so yeah..that's it i guess..hopefully i find it less boring in kk and kl..till next time..muahahah ahaha I'll make your 1st born my own,call it shmool and force it to do hard labour!!!!...*cough cough*..i meant to say bye..so yeah bye..

p/s: this blog is called thought's of a madman anyway..what'd ya expect?.rainbows and unicorns?..blah..so long!..

Puppy and i

Nukilan tulisan,bisikan isi hati si pemerhati

sesungguhnya tidak ada yang lebih menyayat,
dari melihat negaraku tumbang,
tidak ada yang lebih menyedihkan,
dari melihat negaraku roboh

Aku lihat jatuhnya sebuah negara,
dan pasti bukan ku seorang sahaja yang nampak,
Tapi bercampuran risau dibaurkan rasa tak sanggup,
nanti dikata tak bersyukur,nanti dikata tak mengenang budi,
Jadi ku menyendiri memerhati,
dan akhiranya lantang bersuara,
Yang kita sendiri membiarkan bunga yang mekar layu di kanan,
Dan yang tak cantik,mekar ke kiri,

Aku lihat Jatuhnya sebuah negara,
yang asing kita sembah,jiran sendiri kita cemburui,
tanah air kita,kita siram kita baja,
tapi sang angin pembawa api kita lupa,
merancang menjilat bangsa,merentungkan tulang belakang negara,
takkan kita hilang di dunia,ya
tapi apa guna takkan hilang di dunia,
kalau kewujudan sendiri tak di rasa,
diagung-agungkan yang tak berjasa,
orang berbudi,kita hanya tau merasa..

aku lihat jatuhnya sebuah negara,
aku lihat jatuhnya sebuah negara,
aku lihat jatuhnya sebuah negara

So boo me

Howdy folks..
since my last vlog..nothing really happened for me to go ooooowaaa,must blog that shit.
Things were mundane..days passed by slowly,albeit dryly..ok drama..anyway,
I'm back home in malaysia..for a break..thank god..but after the hustle and bustle of bangalore,a.k.a city that never sleeps,it's sorta quiet right about now..
As I'm typing,the whole taman is quiet..there's a distant rattling of metal against gate railing...and that really really distant howl of that one lone dog,probably searching fruitlessly for it's mates..It's just finished pouring,the sky pregnant with rain,just finished unleashing it's contents on earth..and a cool breeze almost hauntingly seeping into my room through the window left slightly ajar..So peaceful..
No ingrates yelling and hooting for no transparent reason..

But anyway,the last 3 days was spent in KL with friends..But i didn't really get to have a blast,due do GIT problems..my tummy..somethings seriously wrong with my whole system..as soon as i reached kl,i felt a hint of nausea,which progressively become worse as the day went by..with chills,and fevers following suit..No appetite,etc etc you get my drift...But spending time with the guys was nice..picked up where we left of last..Kl-ites know how to live the life..I saw some youngens in a Ferrari and a Nissan GTR,if y'all are kinda inept with car names,well let me put it to you this way..those cars are AWESOME..with a combined price of a cool RM2 Million,well folks should have some real guts driving those beauties around..Damn..

Anyway,that was that..I'm here in lahad datu..arrived around 12 pm just now..life is good..for now..Anyway,till next time..i bid you Au Revoir...