randoms.

Well,thought I'd write something after a long time..not really been busy..just back to the same ol same ol in India...I left the mojo in Malaysia i guess..to die under a tree somewhere..Just had nothing to say..kinda depressing really.At least the weather is pleasant here.chilly..besides that,some thing never change..i still buy fried rice fortified with exhaust fumes.cuz that's the way i like it..the same food.same sights.and sounds..
The same decrepit automobiles honk at me.or sometimes at nothing at all..The same mange infested dog follows me home,or attempts too atleast...jeez..it's like this whole place freezes when i leave.and resumes activity the moment the plane hits the tarmac.
it's sad to say the least..i rather be paralyzed from boredom back home,than have something to do here..people are still the same..threading on paper thin emotions..almost like a disease that has beguiled me of strength..deluded fools really..searching for something,that was never really there in the 1st place..for some sort of foolproof solution,an answer of sorts,to all of their despair..how i scoff at them.they never realize their disparity is of their own doing.like mindless insects they trail one another..how they are cheated over and over again by a mere rigmarole.If only they could see past their selfish and bitter selves...They'd be much better people...for themselves and for people around them...

But alas..with such mutilated emotions..combined with friends.or shall i rephrase that,fair weathered friends..how will they ever change..How will it ever be fair,when some people would sacrifice so much for another.only to be smeared with nonexistent affection in return..baffling really..How they will never realize..

but yeah.anyway..im out.bye.