Rants of a bored man.

well..so what's new?..Im trying rather feebly to en spirit my ailing blog kinda...It's winter now..but im a bit put off by the rather opulent sunshine..I mean,it's winter.so it's supposed to be cold..the nights are freezing though..but anyways...Don't really have any ammo for today's post..just gona shoot the breeze with myself :( for whatever it's worth...Well,my birthday is coming up..and i wish to spend it by curling into a ball in my dark room and die..or until the day passes at least..damn..I used to look forward to birthdays..Rather ostentatious of me,but i just loved the attention i got.ok maybe not,i just loved the gifts actually,couldn't be bothered about cake.LOL.

But times change..i rather be alone though.well i hope my parents forget about my bday.that wont be so bad..I know my so called "birthday wish" is just gonna turn into a rant about studies,and how i should embrace it and try to take it out to dinner..blah...My 2 dear friends,got me some rather nice shirts from Puma last year.i still haven't donned them,cuz i don't have the heart to make it all dirty..:D..but i think,the gifts are rather exorbitant for the likes of me..And when asked this year,what i would like..i just asked for a bottle of 100% pure lonliness.lol..( yes ok nicole chee!,i am dramatic.live with it,lololol)....but yeah.everyone has birthdays.some people can't even remember theirs..so i don't think it's rather peculiar,if i just wanted mine to pass..it's just another day..And i don't believe in facebook wishes..it's bullshit.if facebook never paraded your birthday for your friends to see,no one would even remember.save for the few who actually do.That i don't mind..Im not about to thank some chap i don't ever remembering adding,for wishing me though...Well,thats that i guess..cest la vie..Life doesn't get plainer than this...