Summer days

So i just came back from kl yesterday..and I'm sick as hell now.so sad...I have no idea what i contracted,but it got progressively worse as the days went by.the pain peak as i would like to aptly put it,happened the night before i was to leave for home..my throat infection spread to my ears..and it got blocked..all i can hear with my left ear are just muffled sounds..sigh.


I think my nose got infected too,cuz each time i coughed there was blood in my sputum.and each time i blew my nose,same thing!.bright cherry red blood..thus,the pain was so horrible.i was dying to sleep but couldn't,cuz the previous day i only slept for 4 hours or so.so i was literally walking around like a soulless zombie.banging my head on the walls.like literally banging to relieve myself of pain.and then sprayed cold water in my ears too.nothing worked..i took some painkillers.then i took some more.then i think i upset my tummy and i puked everything out.(while still in pain)..then i went downstairs to the lobby.walked around some more,went to the 7-eleven.asked if they sold pain killers( which they didn't,the guy thought i was a junkie)..then i went out.sat around.and managed to somehow sleep after sometime.prolly around 3 plus.i was supposed to wake up at 5.needless to say,i missed my flight.and had to fork out an extra 300 for another flight..dammit..
The break by itself was rather nice though.i got to spend it with friends.lol..sabahans are a happy bunch and that's what i love about them..For ann's bf,someone who we just met,we all clicked like old friends barely 15 minutes after meeting each other for the 1st time..we went to melaka,and genting..melaka was hot..i got sunburns.i should just stand under the sun to see if i can get any darker than the way i already am.prolly my skin melanoctyes would invent a colour darker than well,dark..lol..but yeah..I was happy for them.seeing them so happy with their loved ones..They thought i would get sad..but i didn't..i mean,maybe akward at some parts..where i wondered if me being there was really necessary.it looked rather odd though..2 couples and a forever alone guy trailing them.lololol..but meh.i love them..


so im back.and im still deaf in my left ear.my head throbs and i feel sick as sick can be..It's like a little gerbil is kick boxing the insides of my head..sigh..anyway,that's that for now..peace..